PUBLIC AFFAIR

marriage is not easy to get into it right.
the simple thing is about, how to build TRUST and about UNDERSTANDING
but surely not every people couldn't control the 2 both ,beside LOVE it self actually.
Its not enough when we just have LOVE without the other things.
The maturity will be have a big role in this stuff.
lust and selfishness mostly could mess up the marriage, it caused by the immaturity thought.
we don't know surely what the hell really happen if someone who already pledged to live forever with somebody can do affair.
But mostly cause is start from "playing with fire" by doing some routine activity with other else.
for the first time is just about doing some fun.

and lack of partner is pairs with excuse why they did it.
Usually abnormal relationship like that is intriguing, and pump up adrenaline so high.
think 1001 ways to lie, to cover togetherness.
it's not wise, it's not right.
day by day, become months become year maybe, they just can't go because they already trap on that silly situation!
No other excuse can accept.AFFAIR is still AFFAIR and its not fair for each of their partner.
go out from comfort zone and trying to put your smile without others help.
try to have no regret!
It must be ended sooner.








^^Get well soon pancong*pukis

logic AGAINST feeling

logika ini sedang tidak berfungsi lagi, mirip seperti 4 tahun yang lalu.

ketika hanya emosi dan ego yang bermain.

trying hard to protect, trying hard to do defence.

toh nyatanya gw jatoh juga.

with all my responsibility, so I have to accept all of the risks.

Thats the rules!!!

mendadak flash back ke tahun 2005 ketika semua ku buat terjadi.

honestly I was started that forbidden game.

Surely I could stop, but I kept playing.

thats my false, I shouldn't trapped with my own game.

saat rutinitas menjerat ku, membuat dari ku bilang TIDAK menjadi YA.

saat kebersamaan mengikat ku, membuat dari ku bilang DILARANG menjadi BOLEH.